Nasir already married???

pagi tu rase cam blur2 jew samar2 jew

tetiba ai da sampai kat rumah my sayang di Kg. kembara Jaya, Sandakan, Sabah.

sampai2 jew umah my sayang sunyi mcm xde orang

then mak cik my sayang yg duk depan umah die bgtaw yang diaorg sume xde kat umah

i just wonder where there are going

n mak cik said that Nasir is going to married today at masjid

OMG, then mak cik ask me samada ai tau atau tak.

and ai betul rase macam sakit sangat kat dada ni, mcm kene tikam ngan pisau

air mata jangan cakap la macam mane mengalirnyer..

teruk betul muke ai time tu

then ai terus call my sayang n no one will answer it

i time tu betul2 pasrah, why he do that to me

and once i got him on the line

he said "honey, honey kat mne tu?"

i said "honey kat luar rumah sayang ni, sayang kat mane, mak cik cakap sayang g kawen"

he said "i thought u never comeback, all of them said that u dont want be with me anymore"

i nangis je at that time sambil pegang telepon, air nangis sangat sampai sedu2..

sampai hati my sayang buat ai camni.. ai nangis2 sampai la...

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ai bukak mate tengok hari da siang, n air mata mengalir kat tepi mata ai..

ai terus istigfar byak2, Ya Allah apakah petanda yang Kau cuba sampaikan nih..

ai bangun then ai msej my sayang, but my sayang xreply msej..

ai sangat2 risau, whats happening actually???

orang tua2 selalu cakap if kalau mimpi salah sorang je yang kawen, die bukan jodoh kite..

today 13-12-11,

tiada mesej from him setelah die ade kat 'sana' selama beberapa hari ni..

ermmm mungkin die seronok di sana..

xpelah semua orang kata "jodoh di tangan Tuhan" xde sape yang boley jangkakan what's going to happen next...

*okey sekarang jam 9.09p.m baru dapat msej pertama from him*

"Hnyku... makan dah?"

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i'm still crying when ai write this post..

ai not in a mood today...

i just hope sume cerita kat atas tu cume mainan mimpi jew..

ai betul2 xdapat terima kalau situasi ni berlaku in realiti..

i always pray n hope we'll be together forever and ever

*our happy face*